Clown *
i saw, i did
the day you’re gone,
the smile through a stream of tears
on my face
like a fish in a net
you’ll be caught and taken away
by a fisherman more skillful
than i’ll ever be
but i saw, i did
ideas - truth, compassion
friendship, simplicity,
love. don’t try to change me,
you can’t. i’ll roam my summers
and winters an angel, a child.
if you cut me, it’s light flowing
inside. if you break me,
i’m flying too high to reach.
but the day you’ll be gone
i saw, i did
all dreams crumbling,
together denied and lost,
and of all i’ll miss your eyes,
your kisses, your voice, your hands, your footsteps.
sweet freedom regained,
and a sad smile
for the first time
i won’t be helping you
i did, i saw
(by me)
*me
~fresh like hot bread 
poem for the magic and the beauty
mood: playful, ahrtistic
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